plain thought

chatted with yeng just now.. a lot that v had chatted.. and i'm glad that since i thought to have girls' talk here but finally cancel but then i had it with yeng.. it's cool right? it's cool for me but maybe will be so so so tiring tomorrow la.. i promised to write her a post and i'll do it now.. hahaha.. sacrificing my sleeping time.. long time i didnt feel this way cause i cant find any suitable one here.. and just now u saw me laughed in quite an odd and funny way right? actually it's the laughing that i didnt do it for a long time.. i mean just the genuine laugh.. i can feel it tonight when chatting with u.. really la.. thanks..

and v just talked that our distance like going further apart.. the 'our' means last time de friends la.. all just like so busy with their own matters and too hard for a gathering.. that's what v really think.. it's lonely actually.. cause u know, for us who have gone out to study without any old friends beside(not including UTAR students) , it's hard to find someone who really matches with you and u can express yourself easily.. even someone in form 6 feels tat way.. things have changed.. v all just hope that v can be understood and stay with us.. for those who stay in hometown, em, actually meaning the form 6, i know that its tough life over there.. but v r just the same.. the difference is v have to stay out of our beloved hometown, missing mum's dishes all the time and get sucked with the expensive living expenses here.. don't you think v hope to have some simple chit chat with u all.. really truly it's from my heart.. maybe some other too..

really feel sorry if i have irritated u all but i just wanna express bit of my feeling.. i just feel sad looking at the parts of our memory fading away.. how about our 5 years appointment? how many show themselves that time.. cant really figure it out.. em.. just sorry la.. i know i shouldn't say like this.. maybe im not understanding enough.. whatsoever..

but thanks to yeng a.. chat with me tonight though u seem so tired.. and u really seem tired leh.. get enough rest and take care of your own.. i believe u can solve your problems in the way u can.. (like talking nonsense) haha.. but thanks la.. really.. glad to keep in touch.. see you ya..

take care to all of you...